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Smash The Control Machine

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i'm tired of being tired
sick of being sick

i'm tired of being tired
sick of being sick

erase & escape
the meathooks of reality

erase & escape
the meathooks of reality

lock the door
load your guns
& pray for nothing!

(i don't care, i don't care
i don't care, i don't care)

and daddy's shooting smack
and mama's smoking crack
and teacher is a sex addict
and preacher has a porn habit
and sister's such a whore
and my life is a bore

. take your vitamins
. whiten your teeth
. comb your hair 
. know when to speak

they say jesus was a masochist
but maybe they said, pacifist ...

sweet goddess of narcotics
on my knees i pray
just give me one more dose
& make it all go away

make me completely numb & dumb

(watch your tone, obey the law,
know when to bend, believe in god)

i took his wife into my mouth
like a slice of wedding cake
i went back for extra helpings
& then i cleaned my plate

still covered in her yolk
the wet drug of my addiction
i'm nature's little criminal 
a selfish crucifixion

oh sweet scarecrow in the sky
you have all the answers but we will never die

sweet goddess of narcotics
on my knees i pray
just give me one more dose
& make it all go away

make me completely numb & dumb

i ran out the front door
the devil's at the backdoor
whispering to the sea

& above
a black feathered sun
drunk on teenage meat

i don't care, i don't care
i don't care, i don't care

make me completely numb & dumb

medicate & sedate
pass the punishment
i need another fix

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